I don't know what I wantorthe ocd blogger

so it's 2am and I've gotta go in to work at 10 and so I'm lying in my fave sleep position, getting all ready to drift off when I start thinking about what I want to put in my next blog entry

that's it

nothing to be done about it

once that sort of thought crosses my mind, it seems I cannot do anything else (including sleep) before I make that entry

so here I am, tired and o/c and blogging
here goes

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I don't know what I want

you know what I'm talking about


you're definitely not alone there

fear of fucking things up? yep. sure. that as well.

but here's the important part:

I'll do it anyway


better to have chased a dream than never to have dreamed at all


and really, I just want to have some fun
no ridiculous complications. no restriction for the sake of restriction. and no expectations. take it when it comes as it comes.